08/01/1988

August 1st, 1988– I remember that day like it was yesterday. The day I received my first real teaching job; the day Hong entered my life.

I remember them walking into the provost’s office, where I’d been waiting– and as unbelievable as it sounds, the moment they entered, the room was bathed entirely in a blinding, multicolored light. Curiously enough, no one else in the room was impacted by this.

And the light faded quickly… they looked so strange then; their oversized clothes fit their slight frame like a tent. Their hair was much shorter than it is now, it was cut in a rather plain, outdated fashion. Despite how cropped it was, it still managed to look so wild and untamable. And their eyes… dark and darting all over the room; their gaze landed on me for only a second before moving elsewhere. I remember their caseworker carrying the cardboard box that held their possessions in her clammy hands, succinctly labelled HONG’S STUFF in black marker. I remember the meeting that was held, where Hong’s background and identity were explained to me in vague terms that left more questions than answers… I was curious then, but I did not want to pry. I held back. I did not ask any questions. I figured that, in time, all would be revealed to me. I wanted them to trust me, and I did not want to get off on the wrong foot by asking such invasive things. I knew we would be spending a lot of time together, and making a poor impression would last a lifetime.

After our (rather lengthy) meeting, their caseworker left and the provost freed us from his office confinement. Hong and I walked towards what was going to be our shared apartment. They struggled to carry their belongings, and when I’d asked them if they wanted me to carry the box for them they declined, perhaps out of pride.

“They never told me that we were gonna be roommates,” they said, wrapping their arms tightly around the box, shifting its weight so as to avoid dropping it.

“Unsurprising, it is not the typical arrangement. I’m only living in student housing at the moment because it was the most inexpensive option for someone as, er, financially challenged as myself, though I had to pull a few strings in order to move in. I do not think any of the other staff members here live with their protégés,” I replied, “I hope this arrangement is no issue to you.”

“It’s not an issue at all! I’m actually kinda glad I’ll have a roommate, I mean, I’ve only ever had roommates my whole life, practically. I’ve never lived on my own before, and I still have to get used to having my own freedom. I only turned eighteen like, a week ago, y’know? They taught me how to do some stuff back at the facility, but I still have a lot to learn about being an independent adult.”

…Yes, that was right. Hong was just barely an adult, and had spent a good portion of their life in a children’s psychiatric facility, apparently, where the residents were minded over constantly and had very limited freedom; due to this, Hong had almost none of the life experience someone else their age would have acquired. I’d wanted to protest this, at first, as I’d signed up to be a mentor for a competent, mature magic-using adult, not a handler for some developmentally stunted teenager. But, I was assured that what they lacked in independence and maturity, they made up for in magic prowess. The way it was explained to me made it seem they were some sort of savant. I was told their magic was unlike anything that had ever been seen before from someone who’d never had any guidance or training. Had I seen this magic at the time? No, but I wanted to believe the things I was told about them. And it made me curious, as well… A diamond in the rough, needing refining; it seemed that all they needed was a push in the right direction. At the time, I’d assumed that this natural talent of theirs would make my job incredibly easy. (I could never have been more wrong.)

“I just hope you won’t be like my old roommate at the facility,” Hong half-smiled, dark eyes squinting cheekily at me and tearing me away from my thoughts, “It was this guy named Curtis. He was nice, mostly, but whenever he’d get mad, he’d start screaming and throwing things. And he threatened to blow up the whole building with his magic one time! Because of that, he had to be by himself for a while and I got a new roommate. Um, you don’t get mad and start screaming and exploding stuff, do you, Anton?”

I could tell it gave them great pleasure to use my name so casually. I’d instructed them to do so; the common practice would be to use my last name, but even now I find it to be a pointless formality and my family name is one I do not wish to claim anyway.

“I… do not have such an incorrigible temper, though I am prone to frustration like anyone else would be. I’d like to think I am not too terribly quick to anger, though at times, some emotions cannot be helped,” I sighed, “Prone to frustration, but not prone to violence. My specialty is healing magic, anyway, I don’t think I have it within me to cause explosions.”

Hong looked strangely at me, though it took me a moment to understand why.

“It is the way I speak? Does my manner of speaking unnerve you?” I asked them, finally realizing.

“I guess,” they mumbled shyly, “I’m not exactly bothered bothered by it, it’s just that I’ve never heard anyone talk like that before. You talk like you’re from a book, but I’m not saying that to be mean or anything! …It makes sense you’d talk like that, since you’re really smart and stuff.”

“Hm. I figured that was the case. You are not the first to tell me such a thing, that is why I had asked.”

No, they were not the first to say this, and I knew they would not be the last, though their reaction was more understanding than most others. My manner of speech may be strange to most, but I am an academic, and I feel it is fitting to speak in such a fashion. (It also filters out all the dull people who I wouldn’t wish to speak to anyway.)

After we had reached the apartment building, I had insisted upon carrying Hong’s belongings. We were going to the third floor, and I did not feel comfortable letting them climb those flights of stairs while struggling to carry that box that seemed so heavy to them. Like before, they refused, stubbornly. After some coaxing (eugh), they relented, and handed it to me– it was not heavy at all… though of course I was and still am much stronger than them. I can still see it so clearly; their eyes widened in awe at how effortlessly I held it.

“Woah, you’re really strong, Anton,” they marvelled, “I’m so jealous! I wanna be strong like that, too!”

I felt myself blush as a result of their earnest flattery, humiliatingly enough. I did not want them to see this. I began to ascend the stairs hastily; Hong followed behind.

“Hey! W-Wait up!” They cried, chasing after me.

What had become our apartment was in a state of disarray, but I was the only one to blame for that. I hadn’t had much time to clean, and I felt quite embarrassed I hadn’t done so before Hong came. Thankfully, they didn’t say anything about the mess, though they found the way I didn’t bother to take off my shoes when entering the place amusing. They’d immediately removed theirs and set them by the door as if they’d been programmed to. I guided them to the room that was going to be theirs; I set the box of their possessions on top of the bed. I had been using that formerly spare room as a storage space, the desk and shelves within it had been filled with all the things that I couldn’t find space for in my room.

“I sincerely apologize for the state this place is in,” I said sheepishly, pushing my glasses up the bridge of my nose, “I’ll make an effort to get all these things out of here by this evening.”

“I… I get my very own room…” Hong uttered, completely ignoring me, “I GET MY VERY OWN ROOM!!”

I covered my ears, holy fuck their shrieks were loud.

“This is the best ever!” They cheered, having no respect for my almost blown-out eardrums, “I’ve never had my very own room before! And I get to decorate it, right?!”

I nodded, and they squealed even louder than before and spun around in circles. I knew this small liberty was unlike anything they had ever experienced before, but I still couldn’t help but be irritated at their excitement. One could say I’m bitter and jealous for having never had experienced that sort of unbridled joy in my life, but to that I say fuck you. I am excellent at controlling my emotions, and happiness means very little to me in the grand scheme of things.

“I finally have my very own room that I can decorate however I want… And now I can start buying my own clothes, and… I can leave campus whenever I wanna, right, Anton?”

“Well, yes,” I replied awkwardly, crossing my arms, “This is a college, not a prison. You are an adult, you can make your own decisions for yourself when you want to. I should not have to explain this to you.”

“Hey, I’m just making sure! I dunno how any of this stuff works! I’d been trapped in that stupid facility since I was seven years old! Of course I’m not gonna know how the real world works!” They crossed their arms, pouting childishly for a moment before smiling again, “But honestly, this really is awesome! This is the life I’ve always dreamed about!”

“Is that so?”

“Mhm!”

“…How touching,” I muttered under my breath sarcastically. Even at this moment I couldn’t help being cynical, “As I said a few moments ago, I will work on removing my things from this place. You may unpack now, if you wish to.”

And for the rest of the day we worked on those tasks, and as it turned out, Hong was actually quite helpful in cleaning up the kitchen, living room, and bathroom– not just their bedroom. I was very grateful for the fact that they seemed to enjoy cleaning and organizing, as those were two chores I had always hated doing. And even later on, I’d found out that they were interested in learning how to cook, something else I had always dreaded doing for myself. I figured I’d soon get them some cookbooks as a housewarming gift (though in actuality, it would be more like a gift for myself). I’d play the long game: let them learn how to cook and then I’d never have to worry about it again, well, at least for the time being.

Despite how serendipitous this all appeared to be at the time, and despite the fact Hong seemed like a magically-gifted and well-mannered individual (albeit an easily excited one), I couldn’t help but shake the feeling that they would soon cause me a great deal of trouble down the line. Of course, they hadn’t given me a genuine reason to think this yet, but when our gazes met I’d catch glimpses of a mischievous sparkle in their dark brown eyes that I couldn’t just take for granted. Oh, how it truly is a curse to have been proven correct.

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Original publish date: June 10 2026
Author's Note: More short story slop, and uploaded on the 30th anniversary of Sing to God, no less! I thought it might be fun to write about Hong and Anton meeting for the first time; Anton would have been 22 in this which is a little on the younger side to have acquired any kind of teaching degree, but keep in mind he graduated from gradeschool early because he skipped eighth grade. He was also in a dual-enrollment program in highschool (meaning he took some college classes alongside his regular studies, for those of you who are outside the US and unaware of this practice). Okay, that’s all. I’m gonna go listen to Nirvana and cry about how much I miss Kurt Cobain and also Tim Smith. Damn. So many of my favorite musicians are dead.